Second Dose

tiada tajuk

2005-03-27T17:31:00.000+08:00

huhuuuu...ini tesis memeningkan pale..tengkukku lenguh..badanku sakit...
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ohhh i so in need of a head to toe massage.

Warning.. emotional are at peak!

2005-02-06T15:44:00.000+08:00

I'm cranky as hell and at this moment I just can't seem to find any peace. Hence the best solution that I find the easiest way to ease the crankiness is pissing off to other people.

hahaha..

*oh dear god.. please let me have some serenity..*

happy hols!

2005-01-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

esok nak balik kampung..!yeyyyy~..! *jumping up n down up n down*
hahaha.. im like a little girl getting a hold of a big colourful candy.
ok ok..got to get some shut-eyes.mau driving tomorrow.n tomorrow i've got 3 new passangers..meg n her two going-to-be-one-month-old-kitten!
(miss jesse n miss zoe~!hehe..)

k slamat hari raya aidiladha peeps!

A wish to all..

2005-01-03T16:59:00.000+08:00

oh ya...i almost forgot!
Happy new year to you and may this 2005 remind us of all the good things in the world, our luv ones, the places we are from, the moment of fun, happiness and great achievement and the memories that we treasured. May we all be in great health, wealth and be loved always.

Happy 2005!

Catch of the month...a lampan fish!

2005-01-03T16:50:00.000+08:00

I didn't know dat I could actually enjoy fishing. The waiting wasn't dat bad. It was really nice sitting on the grass. And of coz I had chosen a spot under a shaded tree. The atmosphere was peaceful and beautiful. And sometimes the water lost it calmness as the wind blows. It was a wonderful experience and you know wat.. it was in fact fun!

And the most rewarding thing is when I felt a thug on my rod and I'll know at least my first fishing trip won't be a downer n I'll go back with a catch...

Chow Sing Chi you did it again....n it is even much better!!

2004-12-24T13:37:00.000+08:00

Someone said i should make this blog as a movie review blog because i keep on writing reviews in it. hahaa..dats true. Even this one is gonna be a review also!

n oh ya dat someone also said i should submit my reviews n get paid for it alaa like the movie reviews in the stars, movie magazines blablabla.. n those reviewers get paid! Anyway dats not the point, so when i thought about wat he had said its like heyy..its sound kindda funny as it came from the not-so-good-in-compliment-guy, in view of that, i'll take dat as a sign of a flattering remark ;).

Ok yesterday I went to see the Stephen Chow's film. Yeapp it's the "Everybody was Kung Fu fighting.. Tenenenenek ten ten ten tengg.. those kids were fast as lightning.. terereng terereng terereng teng tengg.." Hehe..can't help it.

Mannn it was extremely hilarious! And there were even a lot of action. It's the combination of a crouching tiger hidden dragon thing with a matrix fight scenes (you will know which part) with a pirate of the caribbean ghost thing and of course you must have a dragon ball fire fire things rite? So sometimes you go woaaa and sometime you just laugh your heart out! Oh yeah for us women there is even a little lurrve going on in this movie.

So in a nut shell a not to be miss movie! very very funny maaa..

The greatest legend of all?? ohh it ain't Alexander the movie orait.

2004-12-21T15:30:00.000+08:00

Let me have a say on the movie Alexander. Actually I really wanted to write something about this movie weeksss ago yet i didn't and u know why la the reason. Ok here goes the sudah basi story (does this movie still showing in cinemas??)..

Why yes to the movie?
YES I like the splashes of blood, the 18sg fight, the excruciating cutting of a brave man's arm, the shiver ness of seeing someone succumb to his rival n breathe his last breath.(It's just looks sooo real n unbearable painful)
YES I like how Angelina Jolie acted so wickedly evil at the same time being a compassionate and concerned mother to Alexander.
YES I like Anthony Hopkins being the one to be telling the story (Its like Rahim Razali in the PGL story, u can't imaging anyone beside him telltale the movie)
YES I like the part when Alexander and his horse met face to face with the huge Indian elephant and how they make the elephant looks so powerful and so strong.
YES I like it that Alexander is portrayed to be a down to earth conqueror meanwhile his soldiers are so stuck up in the glory of being a Greek.
YES I still like the looks of Jared Leto's amazingly gorgeous bright brown round eyes although he is gay. (hehe..this is not important, u can set it aside ;))

So now why no to the movie?
NO I don't like the way the Hollywood guys tell the story.
NO I don't like it that they portray Alexander as a bisexual conqueror. (this is the biggest no no)There's too much gayish dat it ruined the movie.
NO I don't like it they let us see how weak he is in leading his soldiers and people.
NO I don't like it that the Macedonian think they are the civilize one and we the Asian are the barbaric.
NO I don't think Alexander's hair should be blond as Greeks are known of having black hair.
NO I don't like that Collin Farrell doesn't look sexy in this movie and you know how a sexy bad boy he portrays in other movies ;).oh yes this is again because of the gay issue and the weakness of his character.
NO I feel like Angelina Jolie's accent was too much. She does sound like a female Count Dracula.
NO I don't think Collin Farrell should be getting this role. He doesn't look magnificently great and you need someone to look powerful and tough to be leading an Alexander the Great role. Unlike Russell Crowe in The Gladiator. He was excellent.

Ok dats long enough. I'm giving it a 5 out of 10.

My top 5 list of legend/heroic/epic/tale movies:
1.The Gladiator
2.Troy
3.Last Samurai
4.Alexander
5.King Arthur

im still here!

2004-12-18T17:30:00.000+08:00

So hemm..this time it's 2 months of stifles aite..hehe.its just I've had sooo much of things going on this past couple of months dat i havent have time to blog.(n not to mention my super-tremendous-laziness to update! ;P).

The raya celebration, holiday to bukit merah, lots of open houses with yummy2 dishes, kenduris, berendam in ulu bendul like a big bluehyppo, going to a friends house in negeri sembilan (n dats my first visit to a felda area), hanging out with him and a countless more things dat brings joy to my life. Its just so blissful to have so many people around me that are always bringing up a notch of my life. Thank you YOU for being here..

a vacation for us the small family

and the theme for dat day is pink and purple!

sejukkk...!!

more pictures here

2004-10-26T12:01:00.000+08:00

i am so so soooooo in love with this song. take me away by lifehouse. especially the acoustic version. n when i was watching Boston Public yesterday, suddenly they appear n started singing this song n it was acoustic version! i was like waaaarghhhhh... (jumping from my slouching position to sitting by the edge of the couch with knee to knee, elbow to knee n both palms to cheek) n started singing along to this song!

~TAKE ME AWAY~

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
this time you burn me with your eyes
you see past all the lies
you take it all away
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

I try to make my way to you
but still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
I've seen it all
and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

don't give up on me yet
don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
but don't let
me stay here alone

this time what I want is you
there is no one else
who can take your place
I've seen enough and it's never enough
it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

take me away
take me away
I've got nothing left to say
just take me away

oh romantiknya.(melting away..)saya jatuh cinta dgn lifehouse....

psst..learn this song n play it for me someday will ya?(you know who you are) ;)

a double two to me!

2004-10-14T01:08:00.000+08:00

Ehem..ehem.. I now declare owning a new pair of Rockport sandallll~
(been eyeing it for months)hehe..
A big2 thanks to him.. mmmmmmmmuaahh! Lap u sweetheart! ;)
n got osso a really2 lovely sling bag from ayu. Tenkiuuuuu ayuuuuu..
and the best was my phone was a hotline at 12 am onwards on my birthday date..

ooowhh..nothing beats the feeling of being luv n remembered......

time to buck up!!

2004-10-06T19:00:00.000+08:00

Been wrapping myself with books n notes. The final exam is so so near. No time to mess about n i really really reaaally need to get my pointers up. There's only two semester to go..

A reminder for myself:

08/10/2004 Data communication n computer network (one day to go)
13/10/2004 Engineering management (get the midsem exam's answers)
18/10/2004 Radio communication n satellite (finished the satelittle assign. by 10th)
23/10/2004 Electromagnetic engineering (get the notes liza borrowed)

So best wishes for me!

psst..in dis so stressful month, im gonna be a year older n a year wiser~! :P ehemm..him too.

K-PAX

2004-09-24T15:47:00.000+08:00

Mann..this is the most brilliantly alien movie I've ever seen. It is so mind provoking.

Its about an innocent man (Kevin Spacey) detained at Grand Central Station (train station) n were sent to a psychiatric institution for identified himself as an alien. In the beginning of the movie you will think this man is just plain crazy but after he had shown his extremely brilliant mind you'll turn your views n started to consider dat heyy.. this man might be a real alien. He can't know this whole exact new constellation with just some maths calculation?

But then when you reach third quarter of the movie, it reveals something dat makes you think again dat maybe he is just some nut whose in the past had stumble upon a horrible horrible incident. Thus having a trauma and it some how makes him as he is now. However around ten minutes after dat ur belief changes again. (won't tell you the whole thing, go find out urself)

In the end of the movie, it really doesn't tie things up neatly thus doesn't reveal the real Prot. So could it be dat Prot could simply be the subconscious internal world of a deeply distressed person, who hides his split identity that even he doesn't believes? Or...maybe Prot is really from K-PAX? A visitor from another planet??

I until now still have doubt. Its just this story doesn't actually have a concrete explanation on the real Prot.Ohhh don't you love this kind of movies? Movies dat makes you think n movies dat keeps going in your head long after you've watched it.

This movie actually came out in 2001 but not until now I knew about it n it took me three years to see this thing?!

Recommended by him, me and ayu.

the truth is out there....unknown

2004-09-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

Its been awhile since my last entry. With the final project n final exams heading soon u just dun have the time to fool around now. tapi gi tgk man on fire with him bleh plak!hehe.. but it's real tau. Final project works are bertimbun.(as known before jasmine is a notable procrastinator)

so here's a scoop of dat fine day, but before dat.. a few days earlier i actually told him i really wanted to see wicker park but the reality is... jeng jeng jeng...

*whisper* i just miss him this much ()====l l====() *whisper*
hemm does dat looks like two hands expressing the 'this much'? Haha..

nway gi awal2 show wicker park lmbt sgt, tengoook la man on fire. hehe.. see I dun mind pun xdpt tgk wicker park :p (hemm..but still gonna get the dvd or vcd soon)

orait on our day out.. a question sounds like 'have you been keeping secrets from me?' spurt out. (biase la pompuan) n yes he answered. and it actually doesn't surprise me. i know him as a secluded person. someone dat really value his privacy n there'll be secret dat will remain secret. One thing for sure it doesn't include any third party. I do trust him on dat. Thankfully.

So hemm why are men such a mystery? Why are they so close minded n do not like to share their thots like us women. We in other hand are more open with our life. We share wat we feel n say wat comes to our mind. But men are just men...and sometimes we just can't seem to figure out why they acted like dat. Maybe this goes back to the other issue why isn't it easy to make them understand our mood swing thing?

As a result of a few moment of trying to korek2 the rahsia, I still couldn't find out n his so-called secret will gonna stay a mystery.. so does this really bothers me? Hemm... a bit. I might get into thinking some stupid2 thoughts. But then again this mystery does intrigue me. Heyy at least he ain't the boring type. My bloke is a mystery guy. Who knows he maybe the head of a kongsi gelap group! Haha..

he came home at last...

2004-09-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

Sparrow is back after five days had gone missing. I was really worried n missing him...bad.

Actually thinking it would be a gone case n start having thoughts to get a new kitten. I hate coming home to an empty and silence place. If sparrow's at home he'll definitely greet me.

So he's back now. N meowing non stop. It's annoying yet a bliss. And now the house is no more being too quite.
It's just nice~...

Wonders no more..

2004-09-01T17:11:00.000+08:00

Question: him realizing it?
Answer: yes n no
Reason for answer: realize but doesn't gets why
Final finding: aware of but will never understand
Action: avoid having conversation with him at dis time

Correction: '~~fortunately~~ I have someone dat never understand the oddball in me at sometimes..'

Wonders.. wonders?

2004-08-30T02:09:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like there are two of you living in you? At one time you are this confident, reasonable, easy going n be-in-charge-of-your-life gurl. Then at one period you become dis vulnerable, uptight and thin-skinned chick. And you feel so weak because you tend to put emotion in front of your usual reasonable judgment n common sense.

Yeah..its the time of the month. Pms-ing.. pms-ing.. and emotion tends to be in control of my thinking. Hate it but just can't skip the whole Mother Nature cycles. And fortunately I have someone dat understand the oddball in me at sometimes (I think he knows n realized it.hem.. should really ask him one of dis days). Yes I am a different self when I'm in the red zone. It's just much more easier to attend problem in dis period of time as you r more in controlled of your feeling n be more rational.

N ohh.. ohh.. do you ever get it why you tend to miss him n wants his attention when progesterone is at high time?? Do you ever feel so sensitive n if he did a tiny winy mistake or said something before dis dat you never care enough to even care but now suddenly it sound incredibly insulted n you just can't stand the sight of him at dat time?? Yeah to tell you the truth eeee.. I hate it when I feel helpless of my emotion! You feel naked! In another way lahh..

So is it good to want to be strong at all time? Or is it a harmful when you are a tough chick n be likely hard to open up? Thus too cold n too emotionless. Hemm I guess that's why the cycle exists. Its just makes us layydies balanced. Sensitive n strong although in separate times. Dats why you guys just can't understand the minds n mood swings of us gurls n yettt u still can't get enuff of us aite? Hehe..

Ps : oh ya the hoobastank's pictures r up. Plus some snapshots from the family days in a famosa resort.

Hoobastank you rock~!!

2004-08-17T23:35:00.000+08:00

Boyyy...it was a blast! Hoobastank was so soo awesome and I really had fun with ayu. Although we missed the two opening act, well we did heard disagree with crumbs while I was searching for a parking space, tapi xkisahlah as long we didn't miss any of hoobastank's. So we had to wait and wait..the crowd was getting bored n even the djs from radio 4 was boo-ed when they came on the stage and thanked the sponsors. So after like ages waiting, at last... came doug with sleeveless basketball jersey n he had been working out laahh! Ohhh he is soooo damn cute!! (I kept on saying dis to ayu over n over again.hehe..) We thought it was gonna be crammed full, but I guess the pricey ticket was really a snag so it was justtt~ nice. We picked a spot n enjoy the whole show. Dis is the list of the songs dat I can recalled off:

Out Of Control (the crowd starting to get wild..)

Just One

Hello Again

Better

Running Away (..even wilder..)

Never There (throughout dis song my throat was in painn!!)

What Happened To Us (one of my fav..luv it!)

Remember Me

Unaffected (me n ayu's fav. and we sang it at the top of our voice! Regret for not videoing it)

Same Direction (catch out for the videoclip coming soon..)

Let It Out

The Reason (it was so soo sweet. everyone was singing along while I was videoing it. gonna link it to you guys soon..)

Pieces

Crawling In The Dark (the last act n dis one was the wildest!!! doug even told us to get really reallyyyy crazy.. n people around me were jumping like mad. I just let my body followed the beat n sang along. (had promise to myself no jumping2)

So overall the concert was incredibly SUPERB! the only downer was dat the concert was a short one. It ended almost at 10pm. Bummerrr~......!!!

p/s: pictures coming soon...

Hoobastank Live in KL?!!

2004-07-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

*scream*..im all excited! oh dis is so coincident! know wat just a few weeks before i've ask ayu if they come to msia do you wanna see them? ohh n here they'll be coming to kl n perform in bukit kiara on 15th august! ohh boyy i really dun wanna miss it for the world.

aisehmann..*prays* oh pliz pliz mama gonna give me the green light...

Hachummm..sorry im just allergic to bullshit!!

2004-07-28T00:21:00.000+08:00

Last week only I went to the cinema n watched two movies. One was King Arthur and another was the I, Robot. And in a short statement the title above says everything about King Arthur. Althoughhhh dats actually quoted from I, Robot. - Go and watch I, Robot. It's quite a good robot movie (for me I prefer this then T3). And the witty remarks are haha..really nicee. Especially the sneeze-allergic-to-bullshit-one. (watched dis with him last Sunday)

Ok back to King Arthur.Yeahh.. sorry to say but King Arthur was a disappointment! It's not as wat I expected. You want sumthing like Troy or The Last Samurai but all you get is a bad script with inaccurate legend of King Arthur dat have a soo ordinary battle scene. Booo~ringgg..(heyy I yawned a few times!) Yeah the script was bad thus making the characters not well developed. You don't feel dat u care for the main character King Arthur or even feel it was a tragic dat Lancelot died in the battle field. And not mentioning the other five knights. I can't even remember their names. Yes you do feel kindda sorry dat dis one big guy (the one dat took care of the little blond boy) died in the on-ice-battle-scene with the Saxon. (The on-ice-battle-scene, yeah I do give credits to dat) But actually I just realized the existent of dis guy when the little boy appeared and dat was maybe after half n hour after the movie started?! And ohh Clive Owen's acting was average! And the way he acted, his style, he was so like Nicholas Cage. Don't get me wrong, I luv Cage. Only there is only one Nicholas Cage. I dun wanna see sumone else acting like him. Nicholas Cage has his own style and I always like him.

Ok back to the movie, next.. the historical thing. Well I dun really know the real legend of King Arthur as I didn't read the book, but I know dat Lancelot was a really good friend of King Arthur and there was actually a love triangle between Guinevere and the two guys. I was hoping they were the love thing and maybe a betrayal of Lancelot to King Arthur yet there was none. If only they put a little of this love thing, it would at least be more interesting.

One more thing they didn't focus on Lancelot's character. In actually the movie begin with a look of little Lancelot and his sister giving him a token to remember home. So we think dat he must have a significant role and be a notable for the story, so we follow dis character and yet he was sooo boring. We wanted to know about him but the story line didn't lead us there so at last when he ended dead on a battle field just like dat, we didn't feel sad far enough to shed tears for him. (Tak tau la plak kalau ade yg nangis. tp cam impossible jee)

Ok my last comment is the battle scenes. Oh they were so so average. Cummon where is the blood?? We wanna see bloodbath. We wanna see all the craziness in a battle field. We want to see those unconditional fights. If you don't kill sumone then you are the one to be kill. So you fight for your life! But all we can see is swords being strike into the soldiers and then you see the soldier fall to the ground. Then the next soldier. And the next.. and can you still see blood-spattered?? Nope!

So like my big guy had graded it before, yes dear I am so with you. It is... a C+ movie.
Dissapoinment..

~The end~

i just wanna have funnn~!

2004-07-23T22:00:00.000+08:00

Ok2. im updating this thingy. Life has been a bit muddle up. But now it's a-OK. Back to the usual routine. But studies are beginning to bag in with lots of assignments and researches for the final year project. Busy..busy..busy.. urghhhh.. the body is always worn out and now I kept on having evening naps dat I seldom had before. Yet thank fully I got wat I want for the final year project. At least I won't shrug when it comes to doing the research. Anyway it's a group project of five and the team is great. They are the persons I wanna work with; committed, enthusiastic and definitely easy to talk to (well i hope so...). We're gonna put up a culture tissue smart lab in PORIM. So gonna have a visit to the lab next week n submit the proposal the following week.

n then i have a case study for my data communication and computer subject to work on plakkk. dat one im gonna do on the IEEE 802.11 wireless LAN and concentrate on how to improve the performance of it n maybe focus on fragmentation, RTS/CTS function and RF interference. ohh not forgetting one more group project on cellular telecommunication. haiyaa.. the new 2nd last semester definitely less class yet tonnesss of works. n i keep on enjoying myself going out every Wednesday with my forever best buddy ayu or with the gals in ukm. haiyooo yooo..........

Orait2..dah dah dah.I'm off for now. tata~

Psst...gonna see him this Sunday. hehe..

2004-07-09T16:43:00.000+08:00

you know dat you had had enough of sleeping when you don't feel refreshed at all but sooooo damn tired. so you went back snoozing to the world of dreams and waking an hour later expecting dat you feel more energize, n yet you still suffer the worn-out. well i had so sooo~ enough. the qada' session of sleepless nites because of the euro had drained all of my energy. i remember during the euro 2004, although i haven't got sufficient sleep, i still feel energetic. i guess its rite when they say dat less is better than too much.ok2 enough of dat.

nway i got myself a new flat sandalll~! yeah..no more wearing heels sandals to the classes. (always luv them for making you look pretty good yet hate them for making your feet ache!) ok so the two worn out flat sandal are gonna be thrown away..... for good! n actually i've got the new one at Sunway Piramid. went there wednesday evenings with two of my best x-ssp buddies. syok jalan punye jalan n we didn't realize dat its getting late. even some of shops were starting to pull down their metal door (or wat ever lah its actually called). n there was even dis late game of ice hockey. n sempat la eye pretty cute big guys chasing putt. ;)
so went back at ten n reach home by ten forty five after had a stopover by the tasik to buy our so called dinner. sempat laaa tgk the repeat of diari af. hehe.. oh ya amazing race is back. n pity pity mr nice guy Dennis for giving other teams to take the taxis, and caused him n his partner the first elimination of the fifth amazing race. dis time its gonna be more entertaining as there's dis new feature called the yield. and the team that uses it may force a team behind them to stop racing for a set period of time. n for the next race i hope for the twins to be eliminated. i dun know why but uurgh..i just dun like them!

nway gonna see mr spidey the second time dis sunday! hehe..n the best scene i luv is the spidey-stop-the-train scene. n there's even a part like you always see in a rock concert. haha. hey mr spidey.. u rockkkk!!

i'm 'the shack' no more

2004-07-07T01:50:00.000+08:00

So why the change of site huh?? The mainly reason is just i am so MALAS to take care a weblog cum website. This new one is much2 easier to log in my things. Furthermore it's the final year n i won't be able to put pen to paper (or should i say put fingers to keyboard?? ;)).

But actually i don't know how long the 2nd dose gonna be full of zip. (i sure hope it ain't gonna have a long break aite?) Well this is not the first time i had a time-out and leave the blog for quite a while (the last one was almost three months! haha.) but i sure like to at least come loose in here and share my things with the whole world. so here's an early note: if u dun wanna make sense or like wat i jot down here, you are most welcome to leave. it ain't special or worthy of note n absolutely not an extraordinary weblog. Its just for me to dwell on how i feel, think, believe or maybe an eye-opener for myself to evalute ME. like my couz had said before 'kitenye blog ikut kite la nak tulis ape.xyah nak ikut org'.sumthing like dat la.

Anyway to my frens, luv you guys. n to you (you know who you are) luv you more!! ;)

the 2nd dose

2004-07-03T02:16:00.000+08:00

boyyy..been doing this new blog for quite a while. and at last its almost done. wats left is only the shoutbox/tagboard. gonna continue putting it up tommorrow. now i really need to lay down and have some shut-eyes. the bags under the eyes are undeniably getting VISIBLE! Ok enough is enough. off to beddd~ ~pooff!~